Tuesday, August 15, 2006
My dreams are lost, I care no more;
My aspirations flown away;
The hopes I had thrown out the door.
Fear and loss have come to stay.
How could I even dare to dream
That I would one day study there?
That I would dwell with fellow Saints
With them, our joys and sorrows share?
Across the bridge, that fair, bright land.
To gaze over, it causes such hurt.
Across the river, it's frame so grand.
Can I ever face myself again?
Take me into Your embrace.
Hold me tight and let me see
Your love and power. Oh, take me away,
Away from the thoughts of SAJC...
Was feeling kind of emo the whole day and that's probably why I got that splitting headache. Many things now seem to be crashing on top of me. Why is this happening? Hadn't I already woken up to the O level realisation a long time ago?
The fact is this: I did not get any bonus points deducted for my O levels in terms of CCA. That's right. I FAILED. All my participation in various competitions in Track and Field have been declared void. The CCA which I happily am in now(Saints for Christ), is not counted as my main CCA. All because of this LEAPS programme that we were supposed to be briefed on when we were Sec1.
Just one problem.
We were NEVER briefed on this in Sec1. The HOD of CCA claims he did when we all heard it only this year in Sec4. Ridiculous huh? That's why I'll never get to SAJC now. Is it really God's plan for me to go to a polytechnic?
What do You want me to do, Lord?
Don't worry, Brandon. Just kick their butts next year..
posted at 10:44 PM
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