Friday, August 18, 2006
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you thru another day
Don't worry. I'm not the emo boy I was a few days ago. This song just came to my mind and I guess the words were rather meaningful. Not even I know who I really am. Only God knows me from the inside out. That is why I should learn to trust Him for He knows what is best for me, even if I do not like it at first.
Really looking forward to the weekends. (Which happens to start tomorrow?) That's when I can really take a break from the bustling school life and retreat into God's loving arms together with fellow brothers and sisters. With all the schoolwork coming in, can I still do my job as the "recycle bin"? Haha..
Sometimes I think back and ask: Why is it so stressful these days? Where are the times when we were so carefree?
God answered me with a couple of verses from the His Word:
-Ecclesiastes 7:10 Do not say,"Why were the old days better than these?" For it is not wise to ask such questions.
-Ecclesiastes 7:14 When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider: God has made the one as well as the other.
May anyone who is reading this now be encouraged by this as well.
And I'm still the same "recycle bin". Almost anything can be 'sent' here. Don't worry about it leaking out to other computers. I'm "Norton Protected too". Hahaz..
posted at 11:17 PM
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