Wednesday, August 02, 2006
What's wrong with me? Am I losing God in my life? Why do I find myself wanting more than just God? Is this a phase or is it my fault?
Lately, I find the ghost my "old man" coming back to haunt me once more. Things I had resolved to put aside have come back to my mind. I start to curse and swear under my breath; gambling now seems so difficult to refuse. Have the evils of the class taken a hold of me again? Am I to go back to my old ways, living the sinful life I once did without any regard for the One who saved me?
Combined Humanities today. I know I am totally going to flunk my social studies. Upon handing up my paper, I see other's test papers. They write for 2 or 3 pages. Mine was 3/4 of a page =P I'm soooo screwed. At least I studied geography. But my answers for that were quite short too. Will I score?
Can't wait for the weekends to come again. It is only when I'm with my friends at church that I feel the best. Yet, What am I going to Youth and Sunday School for? Is it really to study God's Word or just to be with friends? Nowadays, even I won't believe myself if I said the former. ARGH... Why am I so distant?
To think I said 3SE'05 was better than 2A'04.. I miss them..
I hate 4SE'o6...
posted at 8:15 PM
::Darius Kong
::16
::Still a Saint..
//God//
//the BUBZ//
//My palz Guitar and Harmonica//
//Brothers and Sisters in CHRIST
//Chocolates!!//
[glorify God in all I do]
[Play with palz nice nice]
[Grow taller =) ]
[Eat as many chocolates as I can]
[Fade away...]
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