I got a relatively good score for my O levels

But not good enough to land me where I want to be.

Neither here nor there

Is this all a test of faith?

Is that poem I wrote so long ago going to come true?

I was once taught that God will only choose to show His will to the people who will be willing to carry it out, no matter what it is.

Well if I live or die,

My only cry will be:

"Jesus in me. Praise the Lord!"

Don't take it literally. I'm just saying that whatever the outcome of the appeal, I have a Hope on high. At the end of the day, it's not going to matter which JC I go to, or even how high a position I get to in life. I'm just concerned that when I see my Saviour face to face, will He give me a pat on the head and say: "Well done, good and faithful servant."? Or would He be disappointed at my life on earth?